hope

For some reason can't get moving

Sun and moon same time

I know they're watching us. Sun and moon same time. I bring the light. 

I suffer from uselessness and depression. Have been sleeping all the time, stressing about the littlest thing. Thinking I should write but not believing in myself enough to write. I simply am, breathing. 

 "yeah the green room" 

You own the dispensary.  You can't help me out with at least a penny?  I'd be happy if you'd give me a penny?  Then a fine looking lady went by.  "would you like to help miss lady?" The lady turned around and gave me a five dollar bill.  So you own a dispensary and you can't give me a penny?  

in two hours I made one hundred forty five bucks.  tomorrow I'm going to Winco.  I have two sings.  The second one says "the more you give, the more you shne..."

winter

The small wind wispers thro the leafless hedge

Most sharp and chill while the light snowy flakes

Rests on each twig and spike of witherd sedge

Resembling scattered feathers, vainly breaks

The pale split sunbeam thro the frowning cloud

On winters frowns below, from day to day

Unmelted still he spreads his hoary shroud

In dithering pride on the pale travellers way