Friday, October 28, 2016

Back from a while off

I'm back from a while off of writing, and I'm still getting over getting my electric stolen from me and other shaking to be taking place and getting that to where it is tolerable is a way to get things done, it seems to me, and the maker of coal and the  maker of pearls.  So then what I was saying is that some of my writing is all backwards and forwards, but undeniably about the  So strange that I have to come up with these documents every day and figure out more memos to ad it to.  then I can be a media franchise.

Saturday, October 22, 2016

Slow progress

I was in Janus house for about a week and a half and now and surviving at home for now with the help of my cat, NA meetings, free meals, playing music with John, mom, and of course karate and yoga and communicating with my yoga teacher and of course text messaging with friends and the facebook interaction doesn't hurt either, definitely learning slowly what proper internet etiquette is.  I hate when people I like block me.  Oh well.  It's not like I don't have anybody blocked, but they're usually people I flat out don't like, or if they're people around town, I might be just tired of them and their music.  It really depends, but that's life.  I'm smoking a lot and I have to have enough money on the 29th so I can go see the Big Outside reggae band at Squirrel's which is a local tavern.  Luckily I had some money on my Starbucks card so I could get in here and get a coffee.  And thank gosh I found my laptop again, a Macbook Air, which was a gift from my brother.  I have a 3400 dollar credit card bill I am not going to be able to pay.
  So I'm being transferred to a group home name Sequoia house, and it will be just what I need, some structure so I can start looking at volunteering, which will be at Habitat for Humanity, an outfit that constructs homes for low income people.  Carpentry is probably the way to go, at least as a practical skill.  Spanish is a practical skill, but I need skills to combine it with, and Japanese, which was my main focus in college, is definitely not a practical skill, especially around here, but that's what it is.  I liked studying it and translating literature in college, but I was living in a dream world.  My first job out of college was delivering pizzas at domino's .....

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Return from hiatus

I was in the mental hospital two weeks and then all this shit happened and then I was in a group home for a couple days so now I am home for a couple days and then hopefully will be transferred to another group home soon before I lose it  again, so that's the story.

  Other than that, the days are cloudier and the darker days of winter are definitely here.  Fall anyway.  So Halloween is coming up, but I won't make it that long if I have to stay in my house.  I'd rather go to the mental hospital than go back to Janus house right now.  So I'll go to a couple meetings, do some studying and some cleaning, and hopefully have dinner with mom.